[shy_bear]

I have posted about our trials with trying to adopt through foster care. We went with a local county last Feb. We were supposedly official as of May 1. They screwed EVERYTHING up and come to find out most of our packet was not correct so we were never actually able to be placed. After many tears and conversations about how this could have happened we tried looking at privat agency's in our area. We would have to do everything all over again and some of the fee's IMO are ridiculous. So we what was salvagable of our packet sent to another county a couple of weeks ago. We are going to have to have our homestudy redone and there were some other key pieces missing. All the paperwork we needed to fill out was sent to us and we returned it within 2 days. I was told numerous times someone would be sent to our house to redo the homestudy and we should have no problems. That was almost 2 weeks ago.
I don't know how much more of this I can handle. I am upset, angry, and very frustrated. I keep thinking maybe we are not meant to have anymore kids. We were so blessed with out two girls and we had no problems with their placements. So when is enough enough? How do you know when it is time to walk away? I don't want to regret not having any more kids, but I don't want to drive myself into the mental institution either. Maybe I should get a puppy!!!!!