[Addie02]

I am in a semi open adoption. I think this is very hard. I see my little girl once a year. I get a few pictures around Chrismas and that is preaty much it. I would like to be more open with my little girls birth parents but am not sure how to ask? I am afraid to ask? I am afraid to lose what I have right now? It would break my still very tender heart if they decided to cut contact off completly? I don't think they would do this but that fear is alway hunting me? I guess I am looking for so reasurance and advice.