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re ? to_ lifegoestoofast
I always felt different. I felt alone and lonely. I had 4 sisters and a brother yet I grew up like an only child as they were so much older than I was. I didn't have friends hardly as I was only allowed friends from church.
I grew up in a very religious upbringing. I was 12 yrs old and I was just playing in the nook where Pa had his desk.
He was always sending off for contests. I was just snooping and I found and read a letter that told me that I was adopted. I don't know what I said or did..if I cried or screamed or ran in the other room..I have never been able to remember that. I do remember Pa getting on the phone and the next thing I know my sister Emilie was there and they told me she was my mother... she looked at me and said They adopted you they are your Ma and Pa and she left...so in a very short period of time I got all of this infomation and I do not remember getting even a hug. I felt I can't even explain how bad I felt. So that was why I didn't fit in and everyone was so much older then me.
Every child deserves to know the truth. The truth really does set us free. It is better if it is told with love and at a young age so they think nothing of it.
Why did I turn into a wild child and do the same thing my mother did? I was rebelling from all of the restrictions that were put on me and I was looking for love in all the wrong places.
Write me privately if you would like and I will gladly give you my addy and write to you.
hugs
carol
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