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First off... ((HUG)).
Secondly, I'm going to second (third?) the advice of talking to your parents. Like Jenna said, you deserve a support group. I remember thinking my parents would keel over or go supernova or something. They didn't when I finally did. (Well I did make sure to tell them to be sitting down first.) I really tied myself up in knots about telling them, and didn't actually tell them until after my birthdaughter was born. I know if I'd talked them earlier I could have saved my self some stress in what was an already stressful situation.
My heart really goes out to you about your problems with the father. That's another reason that I encourage you to talk to your parents and work on finding a support group that makes you comfortable.
I also encourage you to find some time to relax somehow, a warm bath maybe? I know that I got really hysterical right after I found out and I couldn't think ... but when I calmed down and focused somewhere else for a bit things didn't seem as bad. I know that may sound like some advice that's easier said than done.
Time is good and you have some. Breathe.
Best Wishes to you! And more Hugs!
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