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Thanks for all the advice. I wish I could stop thinking about all this for 5 minutes. During my last preg I swore up and down it would never happen again. Before I even found out I was preg I already had plans on getting a job, looking for part time classes and saving up for getting my own place asap. This was supposed to be a temporary situation. Where I live there is no such thing as rent assistance. There is welfare, medicaid, food stamps, and child care assistance which may or may not have a waiting list. There are also public housing units where rent is based on income and the waiting list varies.
It's true, I just hope the whole thing will magically go away. I know it won't but can't stop from thinking if I ignore it maybe it will go away.
I'm afraid my parents might die of a heart attack when they find out, well they will definitely be shocked anyway.
The father and I are not speaking and I have no idea what his reaction will be. I know he won't be happy about the pregnancy but I can't imagine what he'd say about adoption.
Im not due till June so that leaves enough time for decisions.
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