danap2
Maybe you didn't screw-up. Maybe your gut told you you needed to send this e-mail and maybe things will be OK from this point. No throwing in the towel yet -" it aint ever over until the fat lady sings."
You said your birthmother hates you. Did she tell you this?? I can't for the life of me understand a birthmother hating her child so I question whether these are her words or yours? Even if she did speak the unspeakable, I doubt in her heart, it was a true.
danap - I like the way you refer to your three passed fathers. You have been blessed with the relationships you have had with these three dear Dad's. I hope, in the future, both Mom's in your life will be remembered as being so giving of themselves.
Ann
