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I don't want to make anyone more depressed but it's been 35 years 9 months and 21 days and I still feel
the loss.
I know what you mean about when people ask if you have children. They ask me about grandchildren. My goal has been to reach a point where I can talk about it without bursting into tears. I may get there yet. I want to feel "normal"- but let's face it this isn't a "normal" human experience.
I have come to the conclusion that
once again I must redirect my thoughts in order to resume my usual life. However, I will continue with therapy and coming to this site where people understand and tears are normal. We pray for each other and are given the strength to go on.
Last edited by Patty-cake : 10-11-2006 at 08:14 PM.
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