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Hi all,
I've never used a chat room or forum but I placed my beautiful baby boy for adoption in Ireland in 1984, closed adoption.
I was lucky to get a couple of pic when he was six,
We now write but have not met yet and I feel as if the grief has consumed and is still consuming half my life, the other half the half everyone sees is quite happy! I am so tired of hiding the pain and loss and hate it when asked if I have Kids, I aways think of him and say no and weep inside
Can anyone tell me dose the sense of loss ever go away.
Thanks This realy is a great site and I only found it last night
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