[mom of 2]

I want to say I never expected to be (part of the family)though that is what the caseworker told me at placement.So that is the extreme belief I had for 21 years..I too am really readjusting, I just believed her when she said,They think it is important to D that you come back in his life when he is grown and we will always have him ready for that ,you will not be a secret in our hom,ect. I am really burned at the adoption agency everything else is just a ripple effect of being misled..I wrote letters and put myself out there and they were in a different mind set,I truly at best would have like to be able to exchange letters and just have things be comfortable as I thought they were....I suspect my son must be happy and content or I would have heard something.So ,that is really all that matters in the end