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Originally Posted by joskids
Wow, Christie. I am awed by your commitment and support. I hope I have the stamina that you do. I'm not young and am already feeling the affects physically and emotionally.
I cannot possibly express my thanks for your last post (in the middle of the night). Can't sleep?? Wonder why!!!!! I wake every morning and the first thought that pops in my head is that we are still not final with our beautiful girl and it is tearing us all apart. And it is needless. And it is allowed.
Your friend,
Josie
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Hi Josie,
You are right that there are many nights I can not sleep. Yes, this nightmare is tearing us apart as well - and it is needless - and it is allowed. How sad. And infuriating.
As for stamina and age - I am 40 years old and definitely feeling the strain of four years of this. I think my strength comes from the absolute corruption which enrages me.
THESE ARE BABIES! They are NOT to be tossed around and treated as used cars. They are not a pawn in a game. They are precious, pure children who need and deserve stable, loving homes - NOT turmoil created by failures in our system to protect them. And our families deserve peace so that we are best able to love and raise our children in a stable environment.
I know the pain, the fear, the anger, the sleepless nights, the worries. I feel it every day. I live it every day. And I FIGHT it every day. And I will fight it to the bitter end - and then I will fight for ALL of us going through this. Whatever I can do - I will do.
PM me anytime and know that there are many of us here on this board who do understand.
Blessings,
Christie