Good Luck, I'll be praying for you.

As for the scrapbook idea.. Awesome! I'm a Bmom, I made one for MH, I worked on in the whole 9 months I was pregnant ( I knew I was going to put her up for adoption from day 1). Anyway, I gave it to her Aparents at our adoption ceremony. But I know she will forever treasure it. I wrote her a letter (inside the scrapbook) and tried to explain in words, why I made the choice I did.. and put pictures of me from 2 months old until I was 19 and pregnant. It was some 50 pages long. Anyway, just thought I'd share.
