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Originally Posted by Patty-cake
I know you feel cheated but to me it is wonderful that you got to be there on Prom Night.
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I do feel a little cheated but I also know that his placement was my decision. I am grateful for every moment I have with him. I thank God and know I'm blessed that he is back in my life. I hope I didn't come across as a spoiled brat who wants it all regardless of aparent's or bson's feelings. I was just expressing my deepest secrets. I would never expect more than what I have. And I know that I have a lot more contact with bson than a lot of reunited bparents. Seeing him go off to the prom was incredible and I also got a ticket to his graduation. We talk and visit almost weekly. My biggest joy, though, is watching 1st and 2nd son bond as brothers. Jordan considers my son his brother. They are forging a great relationship. My 2nd son, who is 17, never knew he had a brother until 9 months ago. So yeah, I'm totally appreciative of all that God has allowed to happen in my life recently.