Cynthia....so sorry this is happening!
Do you feel you have all the resources necessary to help you make this decision or where to go from here? Sometimes a different therapist can help, or maybe you need some respite care to at least get a break right now while you decide what to do? There is help out there whatever decision you make.
Have you checked out the
Home site? You might also pm Zebramom who can direct you to resources in your area.