[polkadotghost]

I'm so sorry for your loss. The above posters are right take your time to grieve but try not to give up. Maybe plant a tree in the backyard that sybolize your little girl and now hope can grow out of sadness. We lost a little boy to a rare genetic illness during pregnancy and I planted a bleeding heart bush in my backyard with a little statue of a boy and a plaque that read "Have no fear of the unknown. Simply step out fearlessly, knowing I am with you." Many a day I would spend out there just staring at that phrase. It kept me going. When he died I wanted to give up on every having children but I held on to the idea that he was in heaven trying to find us his little brother or sister and low and behold a year later we adopted our oldest daughter. Hang in there.