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Katlyn
Thank You for your thoughts and good wishes. And LOL yes I have a headache as I type this. So many dates, names, info etc. I am blessed that at least I have the papers in the first place to even read. The part that astounds me is the hoops my Aparents had to jump through to get me. The classes, interviews (time after time), the trips to Canada and just the emotional rollercoaster of waiting for it to become final. It's great because I have the transcripts from at least one of the interviews with them about how they felt when they first set eyes on me and held me for the first time. I keep reading it over and over and cry each time. The love that pours out of the words on the page is a wonderful feeling. More so since my mom is gone. They fought so hard and in the end won. Family was and is everything to them. When I first started my search I was afraid I'd hurt them but they were so great and actually helped me with it. My mom still was in contact with the Judge that handled my Adoption and asked a few favors. He granted them no questions asked and on his own time. What more could I ask for? He went above and beyond his duties as a Judge. And I'll never forget that. Oh gosh I wish I could get through a post without crying my eyes out, but that's just not possible at least right now. If my post seems full of spelling errors and really jumbled I have bad nerve damage and just took my meds... muscle relaxers so I'm having a really hard time typing, so please forgive me. This will have to be my last post for the night. Again I want to Thank each and every one of the people that read and or replied to my thread. It all really helps. Am I still mad, upset,sad etc... yea I am but it's getting a bit easier to deal with. Whew Yea I gotta go I can't see straight and typing is so hard so I'll see you all tomorrow. If I find anything else I will post !
Thansk again to everyone for the help and kind words. {{Hugs}} to all and Best of Luck with your search/ reunion.
Before I go does anyone know of any other good message boards in reguards to adoption?
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