[drazil65]

Hi, just peeking in from the Russian boards. PADS (Post Adoption Depression Syndrom) is discussed over and over on the Russian boards as well as other areas (appropriate areas) here on the forums. If you do a search you should be able to bring up countless discussions regarding this very real issue. I am not sure why it has not or isnt discussed here on the China boards as much but this will give you an opportunity to perhaps venture out of your home base forum and you will be surprised to find so much information and support on this topic. I am sorry you are caught off guard by this but it is real and you are not alone. The best of luck.