You are by far not the only one. I have absolutely no regrets in my decision to Adopt Ana, however, I find it very difficult to be around pregnant people, or people with babies around Ana's age. I am convinced that when she gets home, I will be over it.
My husband had left me with the decision. He told me that we could either adopt, or have our own. He already has two sons from another wife, and does not want to pay college for 4. I was previously married to a man who did not want kids, who left me. My current dh and I had gone through IUI, and lost 2 babies. I could not bare losing another, so I decided to adopt. We are thrilled with our decision. It has been a huge emotional roller coaster with everything I have read about PGN, but I know that God wanted her little soul to be with our souls in this lifetime. I know she is the one that is meant to be our daughter.
It would have been nice to have a kid that looks like us, but I think it is going to be even nicer to have our Ana!
