You aren't alone. I think that we all, at one point or another, second guessed our decisions. For us, we made the decision as to how far we would go with medicine and went that far and made the decision to "pick a country" as Jay said
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I see women that are pregnant and think, "gosh, I am SOOOO glad that my feet aren't swollen!" or "yup, I have LOST weight while waiting to bring our girls home!" I try to focus on the positive things with not getting pregnant ... I know, I know .. all cosmetic but hey, whatever works, right?!?!?!
This is not to say that when I am with my neices and nephew and hear, "Wow, Maura, they look just like you!" (lucky them I say!!!) that it doesn't sting a little because people will never say that about my children although they do have the same coloring as Jay does so he gets that already!
Well, that was a short answer that I made REALLY LONG! sorry about that ... sometimes I get a head of myself!
So, you are not alone .... I think that we all have gone through that .... it is, however, something that, I believe, you need to work on but once you see your child's face it will all go away!
Please keep us posted on your progress and continue to post questions or concerns here!!!
Maura.