[ml4474]

Arrgg... I really feel for you b/c sometimes I get jealous too. I want fs to be able to go home to his family. That is if and when he wants too. Right now he has made it clear to everyone that he does not want to go home. I think a lot of this is b/c his bios rarely show up for visits, they don't have a phone (a killer for a 13 yo), or transportation. If they would show some kind of stability, I think he would want to go home. Once on a biweekly visit the mother was over 30 minutes late so I let fs call. SHE WAS AT WAL-MART SO SHE "COULDN'T COME TO THE VISIT"!!!! I was SO mad at her. Then we she does show up (about once every 2-3 months) she wants to start giving them advise... That is what I find hard to deal with b/c she doesn't even know them. A couple of weeks ago I took fs to her house b/c he was missing her. When he came home he told me that his bio had called his gf's dad and cursed him out. Now he is not able to call his gf and he wants me to fix it... I don't like that she hurts him...

I read Imdamommy post and I'm glad I did... I have to remember that I am blessed to have him here but he is not mine. I'm sure his parents love him and I know he loves them. I just wish they would show more interest in their child - I think that is where my jealous and angry feelings come from - maybe it is the same for you...