[vesw01]

Ok, so we have a 2 and 3 yr old sisters who have been with us 4 months. I have met their mother on a few occassions and I have to admit, I really like her. I honestly feel the love for her girls. The bio parents have cancelled some visits and that makes me mad b/c our 3 yr old wants to see them so badly. BUT when they do make the visits I am jealous ........ I know they aren't mine and we didn't get into this to adopt. How do I go about keeping the goal of return home in the for front and be happy when they do go home? At times I am scared that they won't go home, b/c honestly we can't afford to pay for daycare ourselves and I don't want to have to say we can't keep them.

I am having a hard time with all of this...any suggestions?