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No Regrets At All
I found my birthmother almost a year ago and I can honestly say from the first time we met that there has not been any regrets. Has it been easy?? No, there are days when it is difficult because I let my insecurities and doubts creep into my mind yet I do know deep in my heart that our reunion was meant to be. I was 40 when we first had contact so I think that made it easier. We live only a few miles away from each other and talk every day yet it just never seems to be enough for me. We are so alike in so many ways. It makes me feel somewhat cheated since I did not get to grow up with a mother who loved me. My amother is a very cold and uncaring woman who wanted to have kids because it was what everyone else was doing. But now I have a wonderful relationship with a very special woman and there are no regrets!
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