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Oh Carissa..... I can relate to some of your feelings. When DH and I were ttc #2, we ran into some fertility problems (mine). I knew at that time that if we couldn't conceive there would be no #2 as we never would have been able to afford adoption back then. After 3 years of tests and attempts...friends of ours who already had one child announced that they were going to have another to see if it would help their marriage. Needless to say that I felt only fury at that point but I bit my tongue. Sure enough.... 4 weeks later they announced that they were expecting, then they had the daughter they'd hoped for and then they got divorced....BIG surprise huh?!
We eventually did conceive #2 and 19 years later we adopted #3.
What I finally came to realize is that the spirits that are meant to travel through life together will find their way to be together.
Good luck on your journey...I am excited for you and will be watching anxiously for updates.
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