Jennifer - I do understand how you feel, Please don't give up. I don't think you realize it - But you give so many other people hope with your caring ways.
Remember - we are here to help one another. I am sending

hugs your way.
I will pray that we all find a way to deal with this and try to keep our spirits up somehow. I will pray for you to find some peace. We are all thinking about you and hoping that you get through this. Please - Don't give up hope...