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Jennifer,
First I just want to say I honestly know how you must feel. It is beyond miserable, I know. I have been there quite some time. I have thought about backing out, many times, but I was worse off when my thoughts went in that direction.
There was one lady who really helped to give me perspective. She posted on the Platinum Club a while back. She said that she went through a miserable adoption that took two years. After the first year, she gave up on the child. And by some miracle, the same child became available again. She was so glad to have a second chance. It took another year to bring the child home. She gave her complete story, and it felt so much like mine, maybe yours, too.
I wish I could offer some comforting words, Jennifer, I really do. If you cannot find the post, let me know. I will try to find it for you.
Brenda
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After two years, my daughter IS home!!!!!
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