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Hello...
I am a bmom and placed my 'Little Man' for adoption with a wonderful couple in 2002. Due to the post adoption emotional tornado and some other non-adoption related situations I kind of shut down and fell out of contact with the a-parents. I now also feel really bad about that.
In the last 3 1/2 yrs, I have married the wonderful man who was in my life the last 3 months of my pregnancy, taken his 2 children into my home as my own and we've also had a son together. Where my life once looked desperate and impossible, I am now happy.
I have wanted so bad to get back in touch with the a-family, I was just so scared that they would now reject me (we had a good relationship that 1st 3 months). Then the other day I DID IT. I made contact through the agency, and found out they were 'very excited' I wanted letters and pics and 'would welcome anything I wanted to send'.
So, for now I am waiting for that package to arrive and praying that my very heartfelt letter to them is well recieved.
Anyways, that is who I am, and my connection to open adoption. ~Anara
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