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I have been through so much this year that I realize that if we stray for even a day, the results could be drastic...although God can turn everything around for good.

You are right, Satan will attack throughout this entire process. Boy do I know that. The thing that has helped me through is my bible study group, other church members along with others experiencing the same thing.

Intellectually we know about "taking up our cross daily and following him," but the ways of the world just seem to get in the way and distract us, cause doubts, bring fears, etc...all from Satan...

I believe that Satan doesn't want you to adopt because you would be planting seeds in your future child/children's lives for them to be used by God. The spiritual warefare that you will most likely experience through this process may be severe!!

I didn't stay grounded enough through the process, so I am just praying that you do!

God bless