I'm not full of advice but TOTALLY understand!!!!!! It seems so unfair to see how easy it is for some to have children. I had sisters and friends having children easily while I was going thru horrible infertility treatments and then the adoption process. After adoption, a whole new world opens up and you almost cannot believe how "normal" it is to not be able to conceive. I cannot believe I just said that because a short time ago I felt so "abnormal" and "what was wrong with me?" I loved the comment one poster made about the children and how they are feeling! That hit home with me, as much as I was wanting a child, my children were wanting a mommy. I know it is hard, hang in, keep coming here where people understand. ((((HUGS)))) I think I am repeating myself but as many children that are out there that have no parents.......You will be a mommy!!!!!!
