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Amy,
Life seems so unfair at times. My sister and I were both pg together during her first. She had a beautiful healthy girl and I have a memory box. I still hold tight to that memory box and have put it there in my memory. I have a beautiful daughter that came at the perfert time.
I always try to get through the darkest times and say there has to be a plan for me. I am not really religious but I had to believe in something. My daughter was my plan. After all the hell I went through if I knew my end results would be her I would go through it again for her.
I now have the added bonus of her brother coming. As I too get down again with all of this meaningless waiting I keep telling myself by next year this is going to be another memory.
Please stay strong. It is so worth it. I can't even begin to put in words what it feels like to wake up to her beautiful face everyday. You will feel it too. Don't give up!!
We're all here for you. We have all been through it and survived and thrived.
Good luck!!
Dina
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