[littlebitty]

First of all, I thought numbr1 was backing out of this conversation, as you have said several times. Hm. Last word?

Second... obviously you do not understand God's grace, and that is fine. We are all entitled to our own opinions. But just because I am a believer and you are not does NOT mean that you get to make ME out to be a lunatic... and it does not mean that YOU are right, and I am wrong... who are any of us to decide that?!

I am NOT a "meth addict on hiadus"...

And I will not tolerate your sacreligious, immature, uninformed, beligerent, irrational and flat out RUDE comments any longer.

This conversation no longer requires your input, as it is not for informative reasons, or because you care, but rather because you are miserable (or appear to be), and refuse to even attempt to understand my reasoning.

You have no idea how I feel. You know NOTHING about me. If you are as informed and intelligent as you seem to be trying to portray... it makes little sense to me how you could be so judgemental, as passsing judgement with little information is a sign of ignorance.

That would be like me dogging your reasons for placing your child, telling you that you COULD have raised him/her, but just didn't WANT to... that it is possible to raise a child in America with NO help... that there must have been something mentally wrong with you to give away your child. But THIS is something that I know NOTHING about... and would NEVER, no matter WHAT my beliefs, stoop to a level of such blatant ignorance and disrespect.

Even after you have painted the picture that you have of me, I still respect your decision for placement, WHATEVER that may have been, and pray that you will find joy in your life, and stop trying to bring despair to mine.

So please, just back out, as you already have said you were going to do again and again. At first you were trying to "respecfully bow out"... but the respect has since diminished. You and your imput means nothing to me, as it is placed here only to make yourself feel better, to make me look ignorant and insane, rather than to try to imput something useful.

I am actually gaining valuable experience from this discussion, and I would hate to have this thread discontinued because you refuse to respect me or my issuses. I have not disrespected you, and I would appreciate similar respect. Thank you.

- - I would have sent this to you personally, but will respect your wishes not to do so.