Good Morning Amy.... I understand the feelings, as I am not able to have children....
Yes, there is NO control over this adoption process! This was the HARDEST Lesson for me to learn. The cultural differences, the ever changing laws/procedures, etc. is not for the faint of heart! When I was going through the process, the laws where changing, an 'aunt' popped out of the woodwork and tried to stop the adoption, etc. AND EVERYTHING worked out in the end!! It is NOT OUR TIMING for sure. As I have first hand witnessed, it is the timing of the highest power.
I know that it is hard, but please know, your child is waiting to be found!!! When everything starts happening... you will be amazed that this all will be a faded memory, and all the happiness in the WORLD takes over
Blessings..............
