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Old 06-07-2006, 02:52 PM
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Originally Posted by Mommy24
As a sidenote, I can not believe (even with my faith in God) that the pain I endure everyday and the loss that I feel, was because God chose for me to carry a baby for 9 months and place him into another family. I know he had a plan and I have yet to see it, and sometimes I wonder if I was "really" listening to him when I placed??


I agree...God gave us free will. He did not cause me to walk this road of loneliness, pain and suffering so someone else could walk a road of happiness and laughter. I chose this path.
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Momma to Piper December 22, 2008
Open Adoption Birthmother to T. February 13, 2000