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If you are not willing to even try to understand my reasoning (and yes, there is reasoning there; whether it is "good enough" for anyone else makes little difference to me), I suppose this should not continue. I am, however, confident and at peace in my journey, and will defend myself and my views if necessary.
I do not question or disagree with why anyone has placed her child. If anything, I would like to find out and understand.
Why question and disagree with every reason I have for placing this child, especially when it has brought me nothing but beauty and peace, and an understanding of sacrifice and love?
Why not try to understand why and how I feel such peace? Why not try to understand how my life is more beautiful because of this adoption journey?
I know why birthmothers feel loss and grief and sadness. I will feel, and have felt, all of those emotions. But why not try to understand why I feel peace and beauty and joy more often than dispair?
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