[stillwaiting]

I know it hurts. I have been there. Please give yourself time to heal. Time will take away some of the hurt.

I must say, this may be a blessing! It dosen't sound like a good match and in the long run you might be better off that she is choosing another family.

Your child is out there. Keep praying and please don't give up.

We had two failed placements (heartbreaking) before we were blessed with our son. Looking back, we know they were not right for us.

Just don't give up!