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I totally agree, I have pictures of our sweet little Ricardo aka Ricky all over the house, he is my background on my computer screen, posted all over my refrigerator, in my purse, in the nursery plus both of my daughters have a set of pictures they carry in their bookbags (they are just as proud of him as I am)
Dh says yup looks like a baby ( oh that makes me sooooo mad, but he doesnt get real emotional like I do) He will be great once Ricky comes home and he can bond with him.
The waiting and wondering, what he is doing, if he is sleeping good, If he is getting loved at the orphanage like I would (already) do.
The missing of the first grins, and laughs, the rolling over the cueing I could go on and on, and he is only 11 days old. So Im really not missing too much YET!!! but I will just like all of us.
Okay Im done whinning about it We all knew it was going to be a wait, its just hard to deal with now that we are waiting. and Its out of our control. Man I hate not being in controll
Brandee
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