[Yelena]

Oh, I feel for you. I usually have good instincts and "feelings", but I think this PGN nightmare has affected them. I don't know why, but I'd had that feeling on May 3. That was the day it was supposed to happen -- I was sure of it! When that day came and went with no calls, I just about lost it. I was ready to give up hope. The rest of the week was absolutely miserable, and I ruined a perfectly good weekend with my self-pity.

I felt totally numb the next Monday morning. I geared up for another week of no calls (at that point, the OUTs were still very few and far between). Then at 11:15, my office phone chirped a double ring -- meaning an outside call. I knew it wasn't DH or my mom -- they've been under strict orders NOT to call me unless it's an emergency! And since I'm not dealing with any outside vendors at work right now, I knew it had to be either my agency or a wrong number. You can see where this is going -- it was my agency with the glorious OUT news.

So my usually reliable gut feelings were off a little bit this time! Stress has a nasty habit of affecting all of us in some way -- physical, emotional, spiritual, and I guess we can add "accuracy of gut feelings" to that list!

It's understandable that you feel down today. But don't give up! You WILL get that call -- and who knows -- maybe you DID get out today, but you just haven't been notified yet! I've seen lots of posts where people got OUT but weren't notified for several days or even weeks.