Scared, hugs to you and keep coming here for support as we will keep supporting. I found my son in Aug 2004, he had found my family years ago, long story why they didn't tell him where I was or tell me he had contact with him. My parents still wont discuss him with me so for different I can empathise how badly family can behave. So many have also suffered because of their parents/families for different reasons so you ARE in a safe haven here. You are courageous so everytime you think you're not remind yourself how far you have come already.
Pip
