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I am so sorry this has happened to you.
We had an adoption fall through as well. We had Andrew home for 5 days, when his birthmom changed her mind at 9 at night. We were devestated.
After working through it and spekaing with our facilitator we agreed to stay on the list and not take a break. 15 days later we were called and Ethan was to be born in 5 days.
Your forever child is out there. I know how you feel. The numbness that takes over, the anger that will come and then eventually understanding that this child was not the one. There is a child out there waiting for your loving arms. Try not to give up hope. I know that is hard to hear, but I truly believe if you can, stick with it and you will find the one that is meant for you.
In the meantime, hugs your way.
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