Thank you Jackie, I DID find her just a week and a half ago actually. Well I know where she is at any rate, she's been within my reach these past twenty years unbeknownst to me. I have even seen her a couple of times. Long, strange story
. Even though I didn't forget, I can certainly see how a bmom could or would try to forget. I spent over two years in therapy to help me cope, but learned that healing just takes time. I have three beautiful babies (g9,b3,b6months)here with me, and I am just praying that one day they will get to meet their big sister.