[cr653]

it could be that 'cold feet' or
OH MY GOODNESS WHAT AM I DOING
stuff that is going on in your head!

if you chose to add to your family before,
and you still want a little girl for your daughter,
GO...and keep going...
it takes a LOT of time to bring a little baby home,
and
you are SURE to feel a zillion emotions!

only you know how you feel,
but if your just scared, keep going!
if
it's other stuff, like your not sure this is what you want to do,
then take a pause and think it through,
Pray.
and
and see if a Mentor,
or someone you can trust who's not IN
the situation will pray for you too!

best to you in this emotional turmoil of adding to your family!

cris.