Now I am just depressed

Oh well...I have to get it sometime I guess. I will try to call them this week and try to at least find out if they got the dang thing. I would feel much better if the check had been cashed. I am getting tired of the setbacks already. Each one just makes the whole process seem further and further away from becoming reality for me. I am just having a bad day altogether. Sorry for the ranting and frustration.