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My journal is over 300 pages (typed) and I have made 2 30-minute DVDs of their "birth story and beyond".
I HATE/DESPISE/PUT OFF/CURSE/LOATHE conventional scrapbooking (though somehow I manage to get that don\e, too, because of the guilt - all that **** Catholic guilt - so my children will have a coffee table book of memories - even though they are boys and will probably use it for evil instead of good - like using the pages to burn the shed down - and I will look at my husband who does NO MEMORY KEEPING and silently curse him for being a man - reminding me that I am the only women in the house who even cares about this kind of stuff - which would just trigger another break down)
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! The stress of this post has put me over the edge. Can't type... losing consciousness... why is it so dark...
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Mom to 3 boyz
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