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Old 03-15-2006, 08:54 AM
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I guess thats the part that bothers me - MY BODY reacts to her. I can control my mind to a certain extent, and I am desperately trying to control my emotional investment in her (for my own sanity) but the uncontrollable physical reaction is HARD to take!!! My body is reacting to her like she is MINE LOL and I want it to S-T-O-P!!!
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Blogging about reunion with our 14 year old, Not reuniting with our 13 year old, transracial parenting, adoption and life as a minority family in a rural community. And oh yeah, now I have cancer.

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