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Originally Posted by heartbroknshorty
 I just recently turned 18 and started looking for my birth parents with no success. I dont know if ill ever find them. I love my adoptive parents so much but i just feel like something is missing. A big something. My life. It feels like im living a fake life, the life i was supposed to live is with my real mom and dad. I dont really know who i am and i wont know untill i find them... but unfortunitly i dont know when or if that will ever happen. i dont know  |
Well your anxiety and heartbreak is very real and legitimate. I would say, keep trying to find them. It does feel like a fake life and I understand how you feel. I never knew my mom or dad... it was a closed adoption and I never knew or probably will ever know. What I can say is... never give up. Even if you feel down about it, you are real, your adoptive parent's love is real.