i was adopted and learned about my birthmom just this year. i am not sure god wants me here with my aparents. i know my birthmom doesnt really want it either. i think everything just got mixed up. i am pregnant now. i dont know what i am going to do. but it is not up to god, it is up to me.
my birthmom is so sad without me. i dont think god really wants that. my aparents are mad at both of us. i dont think god wants that either. both mom are mad at each other too. i dont want that. it is not fair. the dads get away with everything. how can god want that. why would god want that. what about what i want.
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