[Teekay74]

I think I would of been open to a relationship w/ pbmom, but at first it would of been difficult. I felt like we were friends, and not situational friends, which is what it turned out to be. I would really like to know what that little boy is doing right now. What he looks like, and a lot of other stuff. I think because of the relationship we had formed I felt betrayed when she decided to parent and not call me herself,before or after we took the baby to the agency. I know that is not what she wanted us to feel though. i know it was about that that precious baby boy. Not us. Thats ok. It was really hard for her. I think one of hardest parts for me is it was a friend of a friend. So there were alot of awkard firsts to get thru. I don't know if this makes sense, or if I'm even answering the question! Life is tough sometimes!