[Momoffive1966]

Dear Melissa,

I delt with an open adoption plan that failed 10 days before Jayden was born. I always thought I would be able to continue a relationship with A no matter what happened. For me, the pain of not being a mom to THAT child was greater than I could have ever imagined. I am a very progressive thinker and I often have been able to do very emotionally difficult things.....but this was too tough for me. I know A needed a friend but it just couldn't have been me. I prayed for God to send someone to be there for her. It was simply a much deeper disappointment than I thought it would be...for me. I did miss A terribly as we had gotten very close. Just my situation.