[SchmennaLeigh]

For the longest time, I had my favorite picture of Munchkin (about 4-6 months old, chubby cheeks, fast asleep, close up) by my bedside. It was up at ALL times except when Josh's Dad and Stepmom were coming to visit. (They do not know about Munchkin and yes, it's an issue between myself and Josh.) I also hung her time frame in our extra room.

I have not yet put up her pictures in the house. There are a lot of reasons. 1. I haven't unpacked much in the decoration/knick-knack category as of yet. (Unpacking is so overwhelming.) 2. Josh's Grandpa has been over almost everyday since we moved in (fixing things, God bless him!) and he, as well, does not know about Munchkin. (For those curious, Josh's Mom's side of the family knows but not his Dad's. He's closer with his Mom's side of the family. Divorce and stuff.) 3. When I DO go to hang Munchkin's frame, I'm not sure where I want it yet. Do I put it in Nick's room? Do I put it in the playroom? And what do I do when I'm asked questions? *paces the floor* Remember, I am not quite good with questioning yet. I'm working TOWARDS resolution of that in my life but, honestly, I am NOT there yet. Should I wait until I'm there to hang them? Or, by hanging them, will I just learn by default?

I'm always full of questions.

I will be unpacking the picture for my bedside sometime soon. I miss looking at it every morning. She's so beautiful.