[Lexie]

I have been overcome with the blues as of late and I was wondering if I am alone. Our baby boy is 6 mos old, a thriving, perfect baby. Smiles all the time---wonderful. Our 4 year old is a great big brother. Very little if any jealousy, very helpful. He sings to the baby all the songs I used to sing to him when he was a baby. Its the cutest thing. We struggled so hard with IF for years before we decided to adopt and the adoption has really made our family feel complete.

Why am I so blue?

I am back to work. I hate leaving the baby. I am distracted at work and I don't know why I am here---oh I remember--we need money to eat.

The baby has been up a lot at night lately--maybe I'm just tired?

I am bfeeding. Maybe my hormones are out of sorts?

Anyway---just wondering if anyone else feels this way. I feel bad for not feeling happy---when things really could not be better.

ugh.....
Lexie