[stephdpenn]

As most of you know from looking at pictures of our nursery, we pretty much have everything done.
Well I had told myself all along as soon as I had seen everything put together and was happy with the way it looked, then I would take all of it back down and put it up. My reason for this is I didn't want all of her stuff to sit out in an open room collecting dust.
This past Saturday I took all of Breanna's crib bedding off and bagged it back up. All of her stuffed animals are tied up in bags to stay clean. I then put everything into her closet and shut the door, then her bedroom door. I know this is crazy but it was such a depressing moment! Her crib is still in there as well as her dresser but the room seems so lifeless now. Dh told me if it makes me that sad then put everything back together. I refused to do it though as I know we are probably looking at 9 months till a referral, still waiting on our LID right now.
What is wrong with me? This shouldn't be that big of a deal. I went ahead and got her room ready so early because it made me feel good, like this is really gonna happen. Now I am just bummed