[sugarbabysmommy]

My heart was broken last Spring when my mom died. Some days I see the other side of this grief, other days I am burried in it, choking on it... I wish I was better able to answer your questions. I don't feel stronger, yet, I don't like that each day my child's smile saves me, it's too great a burden for another person, thank heavens babe is too young to know.

Too smell my mom's perfume warm on her again just after she showered would be magical and so very painful. Sorry I don't have more perspective to be uplifting.